Divergernt and other motter

This years Christmas has my first part time job. Last year, I stilled with my boyfriend. But I'll do live alone next February. So, I have to collect many money and change my part time job. Because Now I very poor and the money is very low! I want to more hard job or work to a long time in a day. I want to  do different job that like everyone don't do it I can enjoy something. Sometimes I think one think. "Why we should do?" I can't understand that why we should. We paying many money and send many time. But Is this really need for us? I always thinking to there question. I can't find answers yet. (121/ 551)